Limleen from Singapore illustrates the way work dominates so much of our lives and feelings.
Im always in deep thoughts, always pondering ' what if'.. & setting standards to things i do, eg. how i put myself totally into work and many aspects of striving further and stretching myself to the edge.
Ive been going thru a very hectic week....
im fighting hard to gain more business.... ive been demanding, much worse, im sooo impatient with the ppl i work with in operations... and ive not been nice to ppl around me.
i had been working rather hectically, till to the point that i caused many unhappiness to people working with me.... jus bcos i feel that they are not as agile as me, & being slow....
I sat down and do some reflections alone tonight at nearby coffeeshop, with many sticks of cig... and a glass of tea ice, & i sort out my wrong doings -
i should slow down my pace abit. Ive been too quick witted, being eager and getting more & more impatient when things are not done to my expectations.
ive expect too much from the team, & just can't stand a little shortcoming from how ppl work.... i should had been more understanding, accept and improve whats happening instead of being so mad and impatient.
ive been so occupied that i totally ignore whats on the other side of life, other than work. Perhaps i show no emotions or just did not want to think abt it.
There's this anxiety in me... perhaps i really think too much.
I jus recieved a hand written letter from a good friend. It gives me such sweet warm feeling to know that she care for me although i had almost forgotten to say hi to her in a way for awhile.
another hectic day tomorrow... my anxiety comes again when i think of work !
ending here to stop my brain from thinking what's gonna happen tomorrow.
I know it’s stereotypical to associate those kinds of worries with striving Asians, but I see it across all cultures in my workaday world. Welcome to the 21st century. See you on the O.T.
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